I do not live for an afterlife.
I live for this. I live for today.
I live for a grand today.
Something big, beautiful, magical that needs to be cracked wide open and drank thoroughly before you even know if the juice of the day is sweet, sour, or devastatingly bitter. That matters not.
What matters is that you showed up at all and experienced it in full because in the deepest depths of spirituality you will find that there is absolutely nothing besides Now, Right Now.
No promises and no tomorrow and no Heaven and no Hell, unless of course you let today expand enough to fill those empty theoretical spaces that you hate so much.